I lie awake at night for you.

Monday, October 23, 2006

haven't been using the computer for the past few days
because
tomorrow is rayer!((:
and partly because my father took away the mouse):
hehhs.

so saturday went to buka with the cousins.
at far east.
we were supposed to meet at 5.
abang imran and izzah only left their house at 5.45.
cis!
me and kak nural walked around far east
which is so boring
while waiting for the rest.
afiq and fatin came the latest.
they went to far east shopping centre instead.
haha.
didn't even know such a place existed.
abang nazryn only came when we were already at sakura,
so we didn't order for him.
after far east, went to wheelock
then off to geylang

all the makciks, i tell you ahh.
they all think their father own the road.
piangs.
walk here, walk there.
cross here, cross there.
not scared of being knocked down.
was like cursing cursing,
because abang imran cannot find carpark space
for almost half an hour.

yesterday,
went to ubi's shop n save to buy drinks.
each person carried 8 bottles
of the big fizzy drink that one
all the way from ubi to my house,
which is quite far.
and guess what?
i walked half-barefooted okay!
my slipper broke in shop n save,
so had to walk home with only one slipper.
don't do that.
the road was damn hot, okay.
poots!

today after buka,
me and kak nural went and did some last minute cleaning.
we cleaned the toilet.
haha.
scrubbed and scraped
scraped and scrubbed.
the toilet is clean now.
thanks to us(:

oh shit.
i forgot to prepare no. 3.
damn.
that means i'll have to prepare it tomorrow,
on hari raya.
poots!
damn.
well, it's my fault for forgetting.
arhhs!
have you seen fergie's new video?
haha. it's like willy wonka, sehh.
all the chocolate and the candy canes.
jamelia's new single is kind of hot too.
beware of the dog(:

and trisha, the girl who was with joel in punk'd
was michelle trachtenburg.
or however her name is spelled.

selamat hari raya(:
yeah baybehh!
maaf zahir & batin.
:D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 11:59 PM.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

going to school today was such a waste of time.
the only thing that was not a waste of time
was the talk by the ex-drug addict and the
short musical by the sec 2s.

was trying to sleep in class,
but obviously can't
due to the high noise level in the class.
sorry to the people i daoed today.
was feeling pissed about stuff.

today was boring.
school, came home,
bathed, csi miami,
attempted to watch ada apa dengan cinta,
fell asleep during ada apa dengan cinta,
somebody switched off the bloody aircon
while i was asleep and didn't bother to
remove the thick thick thick blanket that was on me
so when i woke up, felt damn hot,
buka-ed, re-arranged playlist,
and now blogging.
poots!
uneventful days suck.

yesterday's D&T camp was fun.
was with yvonne and mardhiyyah the whole time.
haha. funny times.
all the activities looked so fun!
especially the rock climbing.
and yu ting from my group was the first one in group 5
to abseil down the rockwall.
haha. so cool.
ms ng and ms leong was so encouraging to her.
me and mardhiyyah almost buka-ed earlier.
but we endured. haha.
and yvonne was so encouraging.
"break fast lah"
nehhs.

the campfire was so nice!
but some of the p6s not enthu.
so sad.
ahhs, nehminds. their loss!
me, yvonne and mardhiyyah kept
entertaining ayuni.
haha.
she's so nice lah,
she was one of the few campers who
puasa-ed.
so we entertained her during the outdoor cooking.
haha.
mardhiyyah was being a sicko
about the "psshhhh" thing.
haha.
and some girl thought that it was a sign for
pumping. haha.

it's only 9.30,
hmms what to do...
unfair lah,
zura can install trisha's photoshop.
and i can't.
ehh why ah?
poots!
and i have so many nice brushes.
now all cannot use already ):

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:35 PM.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

kak sarah introduced me to a song today.
damn cacat, but true lah.
kind of.
called minah tudung by hafiz as'ari.
here's the lyrics.
haha. cacat, cacat.

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat-ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita dipandang rendah [bodoh]

Keluar dengan mak, pakai tudung
Pakai sopan, aurat tertutup
Tapi bila keluar dengan kawan, aurat tertedah
Bagi lelaki tengok percuma

Aku sendiri tengok pun heran
Mana tak heran
Agama kuat tapi baju ketat
Buka tudung rambut perang
Perang perang
Konon tu nak tunjuk belang
Tindik sini, tindik sana
Bukan di telinga sahaja
Lidah pun ada
Muka decent tetapi perangai nonsense
Ikut sesuka hati dia
Tapi tak ikut segi agama

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat-ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita dipandang rendah [bodoh]

Depan ibubapa pakai baju lengan panjang, seluar panjang tapi di belakang
Lain cerita, macam monster
Cabut kening, ada tatu di badan dia
Pakai makeup, pakai lipstick, punya tebal
Macam momok, macam momok

Masyaallah, masyaallah
Tak boleh angkat, tak boleh angkat
Tengok dia, tengok dia
Goyang pantat, goyang pantat
Masuk club pakai tudung
Pergi tandas buka tudung

Ooh
Kemana pergi budaya
Kemana pergi agama
Mana pergi melayu kita

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat-ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita dipandang rendah [bodoh]

Dengar sini semua
Jangan ikut trend masa kita
Kita rosak, kita hancur
Siapa nak jawab bila kita di kubur
Mak nak jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Bapa jawabkan [sorry sikit]
'Atuk jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Berani buat, berani tanggung sendiri

Fikir baik-baik
Fikir masak-masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak
Fikir baik-baik
Fikir masak-masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat-ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita dipandang rendah [bodoh]

Berubalah kamu sebelum kamu diberubahkan
Ye lah tuk
Tuk juga yang pandai kan
Watever lah tuk
Eh eh budak ni

yes, yes. cacat.
don't really like the song.
you should hear the song.

me and trisha worrying about results tomorrow.
more like ME worrying about results tomorrow.
she can ask me why i don't want to fail, some more.
poots!
'-_-
MATH and MALAY.
ahhh!
):
but at least can see friends(:
so long didnt see zura, ramya, dhaky, sasi & gautami.
hehs.
but specs will not be there.
hehs, will be quiet ):
i miss alpha's chachardness):

shall see YOU, you and you tomorrow(:
i missed yall!(:

bukakanlah pintu hatimu
izinkan aku kembali padamu
ku sesalkan perbuatan ku ini
tak akan berulang lagi ku janji
terimalah ku kembali kasih

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:03 PM.

Friday, October 13, 2006

ahhh!
please save me from this boredom.
i thought that after exams,
it will be fun.
but instead, its boring!
arhs!
i've done everything i can think of.
which includes,
sleeping,
slacking,
using the computer,
watching tv,
watching movies.
haha, i know.
im so lame.

i think this is the time for a PLATOON OUTING
soon lar.
please?
watch movie.

i'm boredboredboredboredboredbored.
went for today's dreams and teams meeting.
hmms.
funny lahh.
trisha so funny.
then when we were at the toilet,
i was sitting on the sinks there,
then we noticed all the chachard notes thingy.
whats that arhs?
oh yah,
and i tied my hair today.
haha.
it was so small and cute.

haha.
and fatimah said that
the side view of me when
i tie my hair looks like ic kathleen.
huh?
haha.
she everytime also like that.
says this girl looks like sgt dhilshad.
she doesnt even look like sgt dhilshad lahh.
OMG.
haha. fatimah go check your eyes,
before IMT. haha

justin timberlake's new video is
bleghh.
it's like 6mins 15 secs, please.
i'm gonna go sleep,
again.
even though ive slept for two hours just now.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 5:21 PM.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

i finally know who the six people are.
haha.
i had such a weird dream last night.
this is like the few dreams that i can remember.
haha.

just finished watching
john tucker must die again with my sister.
mario's how do i breathe is nice.
very sweet. haha.

ohyah, fatimah.
staff is not the only person who says
HOHO, okay.
i saw this person's blog,
and the person says HOHO also.
haha.

yesterday,
my father came home and asked me
to sew his sock.
i said okay.
and guess what?
he removed the sock from his foot
and handed it to me!
eee. so disgusting.
it was bloody used lah.
and it was moist.
haha.
yucks.

today bukaing
KFC.
haha finally!
so long didnt eat fast food.
i havent eaten fast food since the last time
the platoon went to j8.
wahhh. so long ago ):
me poor deprived child.
dotsdotsdots.

fatimah remember what mr khoo said
on tuesday before flag raising?
haha.

and i finally ate from new york pizza the other day.
which reminds me,
kak sarah, you owe me $3.70!
yupsyups.

jesse mccartney's new album is great(:
haha. have i said that before?
his music is now more pop rock,
instead of pop :D

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 4:53 PM.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

csp test was okay i remember waiting for you to call
not that good lah. remember waiting there to find nothing at all.
saturday went to tanjong katong,
joo chiat to search for baju raya. trying to keep up with you
all the baju all so blegh. and I don't know if I can do it
should have gone johor like last year.
guess i'm gonna use last year's baju kurung.
nehminds, its nice(:

this weekend gonna make kuih(: i let the melody shine
hehhs. let it cleanse my mind
when we were at tanjong katong, i feel free now
saw this book store.
it was filled with nice nice malay books.
I WANT! im breaking down
especially now exams over already, i just can't take it anymore
can read read read.
but got quite a number i read already.

ashwiyni guna sekaran has the LG CHOCOLATE.
its white chocolate,
but its still CHOCOLATE
arhs!
i want a phone with a bigger memory.
shall try to convince my mother to change.
but i doubt it ):

breakdown
all the pressure that surrounds you
allow it all to fade away
we can move on
everything will be alright
moving on 'cause
we're leaving it all behind

can we climb this mountain
i don't know
higher now than ever before
i know we can make it if we take it slow
let's take it easy
easy now, watch it go
we're burning down the highway skyline
on the back of a hurricane that started turning
when you were young

i wont let you go
you know im coming for you

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 7:58 PM.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

i have jojo's new album,
and she sounds really good(:
she's matured alot since her
debut album.
and the killers' new album
rocks!
but my favourite song is definitely
the single,
when you were young.

watched HEART just now and it's
SO NICE!
ahh....
i want to watch more indo movies!
or dramas.
haha.
nervous for tomorrow's situational test.
don't know what type of situations they will give us.
hmms.
hope its not something i can't do.
nehhs.
wish me good luck, people.

short post,
and i have to go study.
poots.

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 9:07 PM.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

piangs!
bloody hazy seh.
130
the newspaper yesterday say that singapore
wont reach 100.
tsks.

eoys are almost over!

i dont feel like studying for csp.
but if i dont,
i will fail!
so i have to study, still ):

lets see,
literature - screwed up the essay
science - section b totally blegh
maths - need i say more? a1 can go fly kite.
geography - HAIYOH!

nehhs.
i sound as if im going to get bad grades ):

anyway,
on a happier note,
i've been watching movies yesterday.
the whole day!
once i got home,
bathed,
went straight to the computer to watch
movies(:
yeahs!
watched bring it on : all or nothing,
akeelah and the bee was okay.
which 11 year old can spell
solterraneous?
and what does that mean anyway?
i watched the notebook AGAIN(:
damn sad, the movie.
am going to watch WORLD TRADE CENTRE,
which i heard is damn nice and touching.

ahh! dealova is so nice(:
it's so nice!
go watch!
apa artinya cinta was not that nice though.
gonna go watch HEART soon.
got irwansyah!!(:
haha.
the song my heart is nice!
but their english damn rabak
hehs

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If you love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

♥ They all lived happily ever after at 10:26 AM.